TWiNKiES.

Monday, August 16, 2004

sorry quys, but ..

[feelin'] happy.

[earqasm] confessions.

i've moved.
yupp, that's riqht.
but you can find me at:
www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=tara_says
maybe i'll be back!
<3.

posted at 02:23 pm by hostess.
insert coin & press start.

Saturday, August 14, 2004

i am seeinq in me now the thinqs you swore you saw yourself.

[feelin'] indescribable.

[earqasm] vindicated.

oh damnit; i miss beinq weird.

posted at 01:26 pm by hostess.
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Thursday, August 12, 2004

oh, i'm just allowed to lose my mind ..

[feelin'] lonely.

[earqasm] i heard it throuqh the qrapevine.

AHH i HATE MY MOM!
but i love love so much that i'm qonna do a little survey about it!

attraction.
are you a flirtatious person: yeah.
physically, what immediately draws you to the opposite sex: eyes, smile, and hair.
personality-wise, what immediately draws you to the opposite sex: well. if i lauqh at almost everythinq they say .. meaninq they have to have a sense of humor. otherwise, i'm qone =).
is their social status important: meaninq they talk a lot and are friendly? yes, of course.
does it matter if they're involved in activities like sports or music: no.
have you ever qotten butterflies because you liked someone so much: i've qotten the chills .. if that means the same thinq, then YES!

first date.
for a first date, would you rather qo out alone or out with friends: depends on how well i know the person.
qo to a place where you can talk or qo to a place where you can have fun: both!
to you, is feelinq a ''connection'' important on the first date: well .. yeah. if you're not feelin' the person, then they're obviously not the one for you.
what is one place you wouldn't want to qo to for a first date: walkinq around in, let's say, red bank.
have you been on a blind date: no.
do you kiss on the first date: yes.

love.
have you ever been in love: yes.
wait .. what is love?: a very stronq likinq between 2 .. well, lovers.
how do you know if you're in love: when you can't stop thinkinq about the person. and you just smile with/at them for no reason, and just .. well, wanna be with them every minute of your time, i quess. it's hard to explain. love is very complicated!
have you told someone that you loved them when you really didn't: probably.
is havinq love in your life important: yes.
do you think you are or will be qood at expressinq love: sure!
do you think it's true that we all have one soulmate in our life: yeah.

upsets.
have you ever liked/loved someone and never had that feelinq returned: yes.
have you ever asked the opposite sex out and been turned down: no lol.
have you ever been dumped: yes .. =/.
have you ever liked someone so much you cried: OH YES.
have you ever been set up as a joke: haha no.
have you ever dated someone because you felt bad about turninq them down: i don't think so. if you don't like someone that asks you out, just tell them that! but it's not really that simple .. but no, that's never happened to me lol.
have you ever had your heart broken: yesss.

i miss max.

posted at 11:00 am by hostess.
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Tuesday, August 10, 2004

my libido!

[feelin'] pissed.

[earqasm] smells like teen spirit.

auqust eiqhth- meqan, max <3, sean, zack, mike, & russ. most amazinq day. i don't really feel like qettinq into description, so all you need to know is that the 34 ears of corn aren't done qrowinq yet, i like max [like a LOT], and WE'RE iN! if you would like to know more, please ask me.
okay. and yesterday, me and meqan and my mom + dad went to the beach .. it was so fun! i qot really tan. and what i would like to know is why no one can qet service on the beach? oh yeah .. and some lady qot stunq in the eye by a jellyfish.
so here's a survey!

have you ever ..
qotten into a fiqht with your pet: no, not really.
been to NYC: yeah i think.
florida: yes, when i was little.
california: nope.
alaska: haha no. but i heard it's pretty there .
hawaii: no. but i'm qonna.
mexico: ya.
canada: no.
dreamed somethinq really crazy and then it happened the next day: nope, but my friend did that.
had an imaqinary friend: lol. when i was little.
red or blue: blue.
sprinq or fall: umm .. sprinq.
are you bored: kind of.
last noise you heard: um. music.
last time you went out of the state: umm .. i think last year.
thinqs you like in a qirl/quy: personality, cute, eyes, body, smile ..
do you have a crush on someone: yes.
what book are you readinq now: The Clique.
worst feelinq in the world: hate. or rejection.
what is the first thinq you think when you wake up: what day is it.
how many rinqs before you answer: 2.
future dauqhter's name: roxy.
future son's name: jake.
do you sleep with a stuffed animal: nope, but i used to.
if you could have any job you wanted, what would it be: that's a hard one .. i'm not sure.
are you lefty, riqhty, or ambidexterous: riqhty.
do you type with your finqers on the riqht keys: yes, obviously .. ?
what's under your bed: scrapbook, qames, maqazines .
favorite sport to watch: none, really. but tennis can qet excitinq!
current aqe: 13. but i'll be 14 in a few weeks!
siblinqs: wallace.
location: middletown
colleqe plans: i have no clue ..
piercinqs: ears.

extra stuff.
what kind of shampoo do you use: Herbal Essences.
what are you most scared of: umm .. probably death.
who is your best friend: katie.
what clothes do you sleep in: a shirt and shorts.
who is the last person that called you: katie.
where do you want to qet married: umm .. idk.
who do you really hate: no one.
favorite number: 2.
been in love: yes.
what type of automobile do you drive: none.
are you timely or always late: both. usually late, thouqh.
do you have a job: no.
do you like beinq around people: yes.
best feelinq in the world: happiness! or beinq loved.
are you for world peace: i don't care.
are you a health freak: no.
have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: i don't think so.
have you ever cried over somethinq someone of the opposite sex did: probably.
do you have a type of person you always qo after: no.
are you lonely riqht now: kind of.
ever afraid you'll never qet married: yes.
do you want to qet married: yes.
do you want kids: yes.

favorite ..
room in your house: idk. i like all of them!
types of music: all, really. except country.
band: too many. but i like blink 182 a lot.
memory: there's a lot ..
day of the week: saturday. but in the summer .. everyday!
color: blue.
perfume or coloqne: cucmber melon spray, or Victoria Secret's Heavenly spray.
month: auqust, i quess.

who is your favorite person to hanq out with: umm .. all of my friends!
why: because i can't pick just one lol. plus, they're all fun to hanq out with!
if you could tell one of your friends to stop somethinq in their life would would it be and what would you say: --
who makes you feel younq: umm .. all?
who makes you feel old: any immature kid.
what is one of the worst thinqs you have ever done to one of your friends: idk?
what is your name and what does it mean: tara, and i think it means tower lolol.
what is one thinq you like most about the opposite sex: how darn cute they are.
if you could do anythinq without any consequences what would it be: wow! i'm not sure ..
who intimidates you the most: no one.
when was the last time you cried: yesterday.
what was it that made you cry: --
if you could chanqe one thinq you did in the last 24 hours what would it be and why: umm ..
what is one thinq someone can do that would turn you on completely, both physically and mentally: lolol. why don't you try and find out!
how do you think you are different from those you know: idk .. i have curly hair?
what do you think is the most important thinq in any relationship: trust!
list 3 chanqes you have noticed about yourself lately: i'm qettinq tanner ..
what are you wearinq: "qrab your balls, we're qoinq bowlinq!" t-shirt with monkey pajama shorts.
what is the best adivce you have ever received: not sure.
who is your best friend and why: katie. because she's my kipper. duh!
do you have more quy friends or more qirl friends: qirls.
what would you like to try to do naked for the first time: ummm .. have sex? lol idk.
what do you find hard to understand about the other qender: why they're so hard to understand!
do you prefer qettinq to know someone before datinq them or qoinq in blind: what?
what is your honest opinion about sex without emotional commitments: eek.

firsts.
first screen name: aliensrule90.
first self-purchased cd: eminem.
first funeral: uncle johnny.
first piercinq/tattoos: ears.
first credit card: never had one.
first true love: ummm .. idk.
first enemy: idk, either.
first biq trip: florida.
first concert: n*sync.
first musician you remember hearinq in your house: umm ..
first kiss: real kiss? tristan.
first relationship: stephen.

lasts.
biq car ride: sunday.
last kiss: real kiss? max <3.
last library book checked out: idk.
last movie seen: Little Black Book.
last beveraqe drank: apple juice.
last food consumed: ice cream cone.
last phone call: katie.
last CD played: eminemmm.
last annoyance: my doq.
last soda drank: i don't like soda.
last ice cream eaten: vanilla!
last time scolded: like 2 hours aqo.
last shirt worn: the one i'm wearinq now. "qrab your balls, we're qoinq bowlinq!" selena <3.
last website visited: this one.
last relationship: forqet .. i think jesse?! wow, it's been a while ..

in the last 24 hours, have you ..
cried: yes.
helped someone: ya.
bouqht somethinq: yes.
qotten sick: no.
qone to the movies: nope.
qone out for dinner: no.
said i love you: yes.
written a letter: nope.
talked to an ex: yeah.
missed an ex: no.
written in a journal: this one ..
had a serious talk: yeah.
missed someone: yes .. =(.
huqqed someone: yeah.
fouqht with your parents: yesterday afternoon, yeah .. does that count?
fouqht with a friend: no =).

well that was interestinq. i'm out <3.

posted at 11:36 am by hostess.
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Saturday, August 07, 2004

baby maybe you're wronq, but you know it's alriqht!

[feelin'] bored.

[earqasm] dude looks like a lady.

bored. more pictures.
top left + riqht- becca & nicole.
bottom left + riqht- katie, mo, & heather.

posted at 02:15 pm by hostess.
10¢